I started reading over my live journal from a few years ago where I perceived myself to be some sort of misunderstood psuedo intellectual. In reality, I was just a typical angsty freshman with so much more to learn about life. Besides the repetitive lettered words and the cheaply rhymed emo poetry, I was embarrassed by the amount of immaturity in my beliefs. (e.g the typical michael jackson pedo jokes etc. ) But it was nice to have the opportunity to have insights into your own thought process. That is the beauty of keeping journals, blogging etc. You can mature, change, and grow as a person without having to FORGET.
I survived working 20 hours this Black Friday.
Now after not sleeping for over 38 hours, I’m going to go into a deep hibernation. Goodbye forever.
crazy but damn ma u be makin dat $$$$$$$.
Today I reunited with some old pals from back home and it made me think of two things. I need to accomplish something more meaningful than living this life of class, school, and alternate hangouts between best friends and boyfriend. And other people are doing so much more with their lives like working many jobs, taking on science majors etc. Meanwhile I am here chilling with some misconceived notion that going to a top college is good enough. Basically I need to wake up, get off my lazy ass, and make more of an effort in life because I am starting to slack majorly.